Opposite affect

Have you ever wanted something and couldn’t get it.  Not right away anyway.  Last few nights after I went to bed I woke up about Ten o’clock.  It scared me a little bit because I wanted to sleep in more, which I probably could have, but I didn’t want to be late for work.  NOW last night I went to bed figuring I could sleep past ten o’clock since I have the day off.  Well after twelve midnight I went to bed figuring I would do that.  I tossed and turned most of the night.  I didn’t feel like I was going to be able to go to sleep.

“I would like to go home if you don’t mind.” I was telling my friend.

“It is dark outside, You are going to have to stay the night.”  I stayed the night.  Ready to go back home, I really didn’t want to stay the night, but somehow I fell asleep and the next thing I knew it was day light. My dog had pooped on their floor and I knew he hated when the dogs pooped in his house, He is not the only one.  “I am so sorry, I”ll clean it up.”  I cleaned up the mess.  I was looking for my shoes and socks,  somehow they had gotten scattered,  After a little while, I had found them.  Now beats me why I would put on two pairs of panties and I put on a pair of pants.  I got to go home.  I had realized it was a Monday,  “I need to get ready for work.” I called my boss and I told him I should be there n an hour.  I’m looking all over the place for my work clothes.  I find a few that are too small, this is taking longer then I though.  I find a skirt and put it on.  I am running late,  “You should not have told your boss you will be there in an hour.  Maybe you should have asked for more time.”  Later on, We went to a hardware store, (I have no idea why).  I”ve already missed my fair share of days at work, so now here is another day I will miss.  I’m like well I just as well miss it, I can not find my stuff…….

I woke up and I have this alarm clock I bought, these new ones I can’t hear worth a poop, they are so quite.  As I am waking up I hear a little beep beep beep beep.  So I turn off my alarm clock.  This one wakes up my husband so he can walk our son to the bus stop.  Not sure why I keep it set on my days off I never hear it until I’m awake.

So I had managed to fall asleep.  I thought I might be sleeping until ten o’clock or if not later.  Nope, not happening. Could be due to work last night.  I had a pretty easy night.  I only had a few rooms to clean and after a break, I helped out my friend with her stuff.

Now, maybe you are one of those fortunate people who has realized your dream already.  Good for you.  Maybe you didn’t have to work for it, maybe it just happened to you.  That is awesome.  Sometimes that is the way things goes.

As for me and probably several others,  we are still working on our dreams.  I have been reading a book  Think and Grow Rich –Napoleon Hill

It is about thinking of IDEAS and putting in your subconscious,  I have done that for years.  I’ve  got a dream of running my own business.  I do run my own business, sort of,  Lil Momma Gifts is my online store,  I’m sure that site will come in handy later.  I still want a brick and mortar store.  I have some items at a flea market as we speak.  Sales are going slow.  I’m sure it will do better if I had more items.  I’m working on that.

Now my big dream I am doing right now, as for my Lil Momma Gifts is to have a Step out for diabetes event for Searcy, Ar, which is my hometown.  I have the idea on what I want to do, I just need the team to help me put this together.

 

 

 

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